I MISS.

         Dear you,

     I start by saying that I miss you so much.I miss that "US",I miss how you used to make me smile when I was about to cry,I miss how you told me about your dreams,I miss how we talked about our "dream Christmas present",I miss how you used to cheer me up and always make my day,I miss our song,I miss how my heart went knock knock,I miss how I used to listen your favorite songs only because were YOUR favorite songs,I miss how you said that you wished I was there,I miss October,I MISS EVERYTHING THAT USED TO BE!


                                                                             Love,

                                                                                  me .

O fata ca ea ... s-o iubesti cat te iubea...

Dar nu ai facut asta ... iar ea ... ea a plecat ... desi inca te iubea!

It looks like an early winter for us!

        Yea,I know,there's every year an early winter and you're used with this.Maybe that's why your soul is cold sometimes.But me? I don't like cold...for me winter comes always later.But this year was different...it was like an early winter for me,with darkness,pain and frozen tears on my face.But you'll never know this...

Please,don't fall in love with someone else!

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at  20:01

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go

Away

Away?



I do recall now

The smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That June 22nd

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms



But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



I do remember

The swing in your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did



Because I love your handshake

Meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions



But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are



And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and town

But I never planned on you changing your mind



So I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips!

I pray at night that our paths covered by snow soon will cross!

                           Soon,dear,I hope this will happen soon...or maybe never!

  

Vreau sa fie vara!

        Da,stiu ca e ciudat sa vorbesc despre vara cand iarna abia a inceput,dar eu vreau sa fie VARA! Si nu-mi explic de unde dorinta asta sa fie vara mi-a invadat mintea de vreo 2 luni.I mean...imi place iarna,cu Craciunul,ziua mea,cadourile,dar...ahh...tot vreau sa fie vara.Am un feeling ca vara asta va fi diferita,va fi minunata,nu stiu de ce,dar eu asta cred.E ciudat...adica...ce s-ar putea atat de neobisnuit vara viitoare? Voi afla... nu mai sunt decat 6 luni! :)
  

Let is snow,snoooow,snooooow!

     Si iata ca a sosit iarna si in minunatul nostru orasel,odata cu prima ninsoare si odata cu inceperea perioadei cadourilor pentru mine.Hihi!
     De cand eram copil zapada ma facea sa zambesc.Asa s-a intamplat si in seara asta,desi vantul rece imi batea in fata.Zapada ma face sa ma gandesc la copilarie,e atat de frumos sa mai pot simti sentimentul acesta.
      Si fulgi de nea vor dansa pe strazi,vor pluti printre nori,apoi vor pieri de asfaltul ud...
       Dar va ninge peste pleoape,va ninge incredibil peste ochii tai!

What about us? 22-super trist!

       5 luni...cat de mult a trecut de la acea ploaie de vara! Cat de multe s-au intamplat in 5 luni!
Sincer,nu ma asteptam.Lucrurile au luat o intorsatura a naibii de frumoasa.Si imi placea,chiar foarte mult,dar,cum spunea o prietena,tot ce e frumos trece repede.Asa s-a intamplat si acum,din pacate. De ce? Chiar nu stiu!
       In 5 luni te-am iubit,te-am urat,apoi te-am iubit din nou...iar acum?Acum as vrea sa te pot urî,dar,chiar nu pot,desi meriti!
       I wonder if you know you're all I think about at night! And I have TIME for this.But all you are is mean,and a liar,and pathetic and alone in life and mean,my dear! (:

This is a story about a girl named Lucky!

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
        
 They'll never see what's in her soul,they'll never see the pain behind her shiny eyes,they'll only see that lovely face and that beautiful smile! (:

       

Oh,darling,don't you ever grow up!

         "Bucura-te de copilarie,nu-ti irosi momentele astea dorindu-ti sa fii mare!",asta spuneau toti,parintii,profesorii,prietenii mai mari.Dar tu nu ii ascultai.Tu iti doreai sa fii mare,sa fii independent si sa poti face toti ce-ti doresti.Si ti-ai irosit toata copilaria visand la momentul in care vei fi "mare".
          Acum esti mare,si,te simti mai bine? Eu cu siguranta nu. Mi-e atat de dor sa fiu copil,mi-e dor sa gresesc si sa fiu iertata atat de usor,mi-e dor sa alerg de dimineata pana seara,mi-e dor sa fiu superficiala,mi-e dor sa nu-mi mai pese,mi-e atat de dor de simplitate. Dar cum spunea acel cantec pe care il cantam la fiecare sfarsit de an in clasele primare:"Copilaria n-o poti uita,nu te mai intalnesti cu ea!",este atat de adevarat.Atunci nu intelegeam ce vrea sa spuna,atunci credeam ca m-am nascut copil si copil voi ramane,dar acum,ahh,la naiba,acum inteleg...

         JUST TRY TO NEVER GROW UP!

We will meet in the middle of our way back down to earth!

        Si am fost acolo si am asteptat...si am asteptat...dar nu ai venit.Insa eu intotdeauna ajung devreme,asa ca am continuat sa astept.Au trecut ore,zile,luni,ani,iar tu nu ai mai venit.M-am asezat jos,pe pamantul rece,in praful ce-mi lovea fata fina si am continuat sa astept.Timpul trecea,dar nu puteam pleca de acolo,chiar nu puteam,ai promis ca vei veni,iar pe tine nu te puteam face sa astepti.Si am ramas acolo,in mijlocul drumului nostru catre pamant...


Insa nu ai mai venit,desi am fost acolo pe tot parcursul eternitatii...

If you ask me if I love him,I'd lie!

And I could tell you
His favorite color's purple,
He likes art,
Born on the 30th.

His mother's beautiful,

He has his father's eyes,
And if you ask me if I love him,I'D LIE! :)

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!

     O discutie cu dragii mei colegi din spate m-a facut intr-o zi sa ma gandesc cum ar fi fost daca m-as fi nascut baiat.Uneori imi doresc sa fi fost baiat.Si stii de ce? Pentru ca baietii nu plang la despartiri,nu plang la filme sau la melodii triste si nu sufera atat de tare ca o fata.Insa "Si baietii plang cateodata...",asa cum spune o melodie consacrata,dar eu nu am vazut niciunul,sau da,am vazut si a fost chiar induiosator.
     Daca eu as fi fost baiat,as fi stiut cum sa tratez o fata,sa o inteleg,sa o ajut,sa o sprijin,sa o ascult,sa o iubesc.Probabil as fi fost un baiat mai bun decat ceilalti...

      BUT I'M JUST A GIRL! (:

I realised I love you in the fall!

      Si e iarasi toamna. Frunzele au cazut in lipsa ta,vantul le-a risipit,le-a dus departe,departe...departe cu inima mea.
      Toamnă,imi displaci profund! Si stii de ce?Pentru ca intotdeauna imi rapesti vara,vara sufletului meu,ai rapit marea care ma facea sa ma simt copil,plaja pe care am fotografiat-o prima data la 7 ani.Mi-ai luat zilele de vara,zilele in care zambeam necontenit,ploaia scurta de vara care m-a facut sa il iubesc...
       Dar va mai fi o vara,si alta vara,si alta...va fi vara pentru o eternitate! Si totusi,am realizat ca il iubesc cu adevarat toamna,asa ca,toamnă,iti datoram toate cele ce mi le-ai rapit.
        

       I was right here beside him all summer long,and then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone! :)

If this was a movie,you'd be here right now!

    Da,doar daca ar fi fost un film...dar nu este.Este doar viata unei simple fete pe care toti o privesc superficial,spunand ca ea are totul si CU SIGURANTA este fericita.Dar oare au privit ei vreodata tristetea din ochii fetei pe care o ascunde cu ochelarii mari de soare? Oare a privit cineva in sufletul ei vreodata? Oare a stiut cineva cand ea a suferit,a plans sau a iubit? Probabil ca nu....

Eu nu plang.Nu sufar.Nu iubesc! :)

I know people change and these things happen,but I remember how it was back then!

You're the one who can fix me...

 Te-ai gandit vreodata cum ar fi sa poti vedea lumea prin obiectivul unui aparat de fotografiat? Cum ar fi sa poti imortaliza doar momentele frumoase din viata,doar acelea puse intr-o lumina favorabila peliculei? Cu siguranta aceasta lume ar fi mult mai frumoasa,mult mai detaliata,cu umbre misterioasa si lumini... . Dar vine un moment in care imaginea devine neclara,lentila se murdareste de praf,iar totul dispare.Vei fi aici sa fixezi din nou obiectivul potrivit?

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

   De ce?
   Nici eu nu stiu!

A new begining ...

 This could be the start of something new...